haha..it has been ages ago since i post for a new blog post...ahaha...in this middle of nite..its 3.15am ..i cant fall asleep...then i take out everything and start tidying up my old stuff..there are so many memories ther..form 1- form 6 ..ahaha...i had so much fun during that time...and now i am a second year law student in mmu ffuuuuu...time flies~~~~~~ i stil remember everything during secondary skul...my friendship..my stupid love story?ahah..how ugly and fat i am ..although now still..xD..BT AT LEAST..I AM growing old..sad...i stalk back all my facebook pic...i have change..reali change...change a lot..ahaha..there are so many frens where i knew through these years..some gone, some stay..some duno where...some change... time flies...
i read back all those cards frens made for me..i feel so happy...a little thingy are more than enough to make me happy.. cards, handmade present..and now i am wif kevin chong..ahah..the other half of me...its reali unbelievable...i feel like all of these juz like a drama..i gt my family, i gt my friends, i gt my boyfie, i am studying and graduating soon..then work..then have my own family..wif babies..hahaha...so unbelieavable.. its like a dream..i stil remeber while i am stil a kid..no hair..so fun..no worries.. primary skul..play wif frens enjoy.. secondary skul started to have some friendship prob..starting to fall in love wif someone..ahaha..and exam..and now uni life..ahaha..i saw manhy types of ppl..mayb??its still more out ther when i am working soon..hahah...sctually quite waiting for that although will be stressful for my life....
hmm...my wish for future?ahah.. hope to get married at 30..have all the babies at 35.. work till 55 then my children will be 20++ then 65 perhaps?? they all are able to take care of themselves..and i hope that me and my future husband will be together and go to diff country to help those who need help put there... ahahahah..duno will this realise not? i hope so..=)
so i told this to one of my fren..abel...then he say i seems like having everything..ahaha..he asked me..what is happiness..i told him tat happiness is comfortable perhaps? comfortable wif ur life..wif ur family, lover, family... and he asked me is this permanent?and willthis last forever?i told him..no!! things change... no regret as long as i enjoyed the moment i have for now...ahaha...nth is permanent..then he asked me reali? so life is no point..then i tell him...u spend and do wat u wan in ur life..if life i pointlesss..everyone will be just sit down and do nt..wait time flies..there must be something which make them work for it..ahah..aim of life..and he told me..BRB..ahahaha..
no idea...juz hope i wil have a good life..i wil be a good lawyer and help everyone out ther..i wont like those stupid bad lawyer who disobey their own yuan ze juz for money..i hope i wont!!i wont!!!ahaha...i hope to be good to everyone...treat evryone wif kindness although they might not treat me the same back..bt at least..i do wat i thk it is correct..ahah right?
